Why is it that as people we place dependency on other people? I’m a person and I’m far from perfect and I don’t know everything in the world and I certainly do not make all the right decisions. So why is it that I place dependency on other people? Is it based merely on the sole idea of trust alone and I trust them to be there? Or is it because I’m looking for something more than what I can get. There is someone very important in my life who I trust a lot for advice and there are so many times this person isn’t there for me. Is it because I’m asking too much out of a human being and there can only be so much help a person can give? Or is it because this person really does not believe in me enough to want to be there in my life. Im really sick of feeling unwanted and not good enough, but am I to blame myself for not putting in effort or do I blame the person for not caring?

Independence is a beautiful thing (: Next year I will be doing something I love so much while having the chance to get the right degree, I hope to study abroad in London and I have so many goals for along the way. I may be naive but with all I have inside me this is what I want and this is where I want my life to be… Carpe Diem and remember to see the beauty around you (: